Crown Infinity Pattern.

The client wrote their own account of this pattern:

The energy within the 4 needles at the crown felt much more subtle, like a holding pattern, much lighter, no pressure. Most of the activity was within the triangles at the back of the head. I was first aware of the water triangle, then focus moved to the fire triangle. There was quite a bit of pressure within the needles. An awareness of many many experiences on this plane & an opportunity to transmute what it is that is holding me here. Some sadness. The left side of the head felt more dense than the right side. I focused on the left side first for quite some time, then moved attention to the right side. It felt appropriate to bring in light often throughout this pattern. For much of it, what was happening was beyond my third dimensional comprehension, I just knew to bring light in to assist. This bringing in light require a much more conscious act of will as compared to the effortless flooding in of light I experienced with the Crown Chakra Pattern. There came a point when I felt I had brought in as much as I was currently able to absorb & assimilate.

Next my awareness rested within my brain. I sensed 3 centres or focuses of energy. The upper is behind Yin Tang (3rd eye), the second centre roughly in the centre of the skull (in front of Kunlun) & the third near the base of the occiput. I rested my attention on each in turn. My attention was within my physical skull, although each centre was infinitely more spacious than the physical structure or the mind even, could possibly contain. I asked to know what I could explore from each of these centres. The first encompasses Vision/Seeing, the second Knowledge/Knowing & the third simply Being. I had a strong sense of each & where to find them again when I want to explore their possibilities further. They were all very active. The third eye centre had a slightly ‘wobbly’ & off-centre quality at first, but this settled & centred after a few minutes. The other 2 felt balanced from first awareness of them. There was a flow of pulsing from the top through to the bottom of the 3 centres. I watched it rather than caused it, as if being shown something, although I am not sure what.

Throughout the pattern I was in a calm, bright, peaceful space. I felt I could have gone on exploring, but felt that it required a conscious decision to close the pattern down, that otherwise there would be no obvious end point (again as distinct from the Crown Chakra Pattern)

I was left with a sense that a downloading of ‘knowledge’ had taken place. I didn’t see what it was as it was downloaded, there was far too much to absorb consciously, but there is an awareness of it now being there to access.

This pattern felt as though it required me to actively engage with it in order to experience it. It is not something that happens to you, more an invitation to explore its energy if you choose.

Since the pattern, the awareness of the 3 energy centres has remained. I feel that I have received a precious gift in this awareness & am beginning to explore what arises when I place attention in these places.

Several months after this pattern the client added the following:
Nothing has been the same since. Since this treatment it is as if I see the world in a new way. I think, speak and act from a different place. I feel more detached and see things much more clearly. I believe that my consciousness has shifted to a new level as a direct result of this pattern.

Inward Spiral Pattern.

When the first three needles went in (representing the supernal sephiroth), I immediately felt very far away and dreamy. This dissapeared as the other needles were inserted. After all the needles were in, I asked the practitioner to turn the light off and leave me alone in the treatment room. I wanted to just stare at the flames in the fire and see what this pattern brought.

At first, I began to feel very sleepy and heavy. I thought that this meant that the pattern was working but I was not quite ready to realise its full potential but I should stay with it anyway. This lasted for the first quarter of an hour. This dreamy, sleepy state ended when I had a day dream about a related personal scenario and in it I answered someone truthfully and suddenly I awoke, with a realisation that this was what the pattern was about.

From this point on I was awake and realising things about speaking truthfully. I realised the sheer number of things we hold and and do not say, that we want to say. All these things are held within us. I realised that., if we do not speak truthfully, then our lives become filled with things we do not want or need or are not right for us, but this is what we are manifesting. If we speak truthfully, then our lives become shaped according to this truth, our truth. Our outer lives become a clear reflection of the inner clear truth we are speaking.

Pattern of Truth #1.

The client wrote the following concerning the effect of this pattern.

The final central needle produced a sinking sensation, almost like falling backwards into a vast space, but safely & feeling held secure within it. My mind was drawn to the point at the navel & I sensed it’s depth, shown to me visually as a stone stairway descending deep into the cavernous depths of being. I rested my attention there for a while without interpreting through thought. I then found awareness resting on both ribcage points at the same time. There was a sense of lightness, expansiveness, bright hopeful energy. After this I was aware of points unfolding upwards at the upper & lower apex, then 2 on either side, like petals of a six pointed star shaped flower rising up from my belly, although it wasn’t really my belly as I was no longer my body, I was a resting awareness at the heart of this vast 6 pointed 3 dimensional structure. I rested here in beautiful loving harmonious energy. I attempted to think of things that had been bothering me & found that they were just not appropriate for this space, nor were they me, or what I believed to be true about me. I saw myself in all my beauty & all those I brought into my thoughts I saw in this state of perfect harmonious beauty also. I couldn’t help myself but to grin from ear to ear for the pure joy of being.

Time flew. I felt alert & aware throughout the treatment. When the practitioner spoke to me I heard clearly but it took me a while to bridge the distance back to outside of the pattern & answer. It was not difficult, it just felt a long way away in time.

There was a strong contained sensation within the needles, but again I was within that, not in my usual body. At times the contained sensation verged on a kind of pressure. The space felt so bright & healing.

Towards the end I made a focused conscious effort to access some of the negativity/lower emotions I know still resides in my old structure. It was quite an effort to pull it up & into the space of the pattern, but once there it transmuted quickly & easily. I spent only a short time doing this (say 10 minutes), before feeling it was enough & was able to quickly return (after a few mintues) to resting again in the harmonious energy.

The pattern was still working strongly after an hour, but it felt ok to take the needles out & let the new vibration/structure continue to do its work without the needles.

Practitioner's account of the above pattern:

This is an account by a practitioner experiencing the energy of a pattern whilst treating a client.

A client had requested this pattern and I sat in the room with her throughout it. After I placed the final needle of the pattern I retired and sat quietly. After around 10 minutes, I suddenly looked up and thought how the room was filled with a really healing energy and how I felt really 'nice'! I felt really relaxed and clean.

As this feeling increased, I became aware ( as if this was something physically present inside my chest), of a hexagramatic structure in my chest, in the solar plexus chakra region. Like a circular six pointed star.

For the entire time of the pattern and all day the next day, I felt really happy, relaxed, wholesome and healed. It was such a lovely energy.

Two days later I had thoughts about how convoluted our lives become when we deviate from truth in ourselves. Coinciding with the truth is much simpler and lighter and clearer.

Pattern of Truth #2.

The client reported having a difficult time & being unhappy about her current situation, which she feels is in many ways dishonest. She said she wanted to let go of the situation & move on.

A lot of what was revealed to this client was specific & personal & so not appropriate to reproduce in detail. To sum up, she reported being shown many areas in her life where there is deception around her. She saw that negative beliefs she holds about herself are not the truth and that wherever she perceives lack she is deceiving herself. She was told that the truth is that we are here to share & love unreservedly, that the information she is given in her work is the truth & never to doubt it. She saw the deceit around her relationship with her daughter lifting. Also that separation is an illusion.

After the treatment I observed that the client seemed somehow more detached from her issues, still able to access them, but from a calmer more peaceful place. When I fed this observation back to her she agreed emphatically that she did feel more detached from issues that she had been feeling very pulled around by emotionally.

Alchemy of Water.

The client said she felt she had dissociated from her own centre. Possible contributory factors are birth trauma & several aborted pregnancies. She said that her sexual energy feels blocked. She feels tension below her navel & experiences dissociation from her own power.

After the 1st & 2nd needles were inserted, the client reported having a strong sense of where the next needle should go and said the needle was then placed in this spot. Both client & practitioner sensed the release of very old repugnant sexual energy, possibly from a prior lifetime. The client felt that the energy released related to abuse. Feelings of anger, fear, revulsion & shame surfaced & were released quite quickly.

Since treatment, the client has reported being better able to raise sexual energy up to the heart & throat chakras. There is still some deadness in the sacral chakra, but she feels that more energy can now get through. On occasions it has been possible to direct release of orgasm to this centre without the usual convulsive tensing up & subsequent loss of relaxed openness & sexual desire.

The client has since reported overcoming fear to initiate a sexual encounter which felt necessary for her healing. The experience “pushed my boundaries & took a lot of courage, but it felt wholly appropriate & healing.”

Inner Spiral

As I settled into this pattern I wondered about the nature of Truth & why it is not always spoken. During the course of the treatment I had a number of realisations about the nature of truth & of many obstacles to it being spoken. Also about discerning what is and isn't true.

Towards the start there was a sensation in the region of the needles of stale heavy energy being taken down then up in a spiral. Images of a drain & a funnel came to mind.

It seemed clear that there is a strong link between this pattern & the Pattern of Truth, but I found this pattern much more difficult to work with.

I received guidance to work on establishing a connection between Tiphereth (solar plexus region) & the belly. Also to work on the integrity of the link between inner & outer truth.

At points during the treatment there was also awareness of a connection upwards from this pattern to Divine Will and a sense that working on this connection will strengthen the ability to speak in accordance with this.

Pillar of Light

Once the needles were in I felt quite a heavy pressure around my head, like wearing a too tight hat. The first four needles set up an anticlockwise spin, wavelike at first, then settling to a smooth, slow rotation. The second set of 4 needles set up a clockwise spin, but my attention was drawn more to the anticlockwise one. As I watched it I felt deeply still, not sleepy but somehow less alert, less inquisitive, just that it was fine to be still. I remember gold light pouring into me. It was in a column that contained all of my physical form, much wider than with the Crown Chakra pattern

After quite some time (maybe 20-25minutes) I put my attention on the top of my head, where the second set of four needles was. The energy felt much lighter & quicker here. I watched as a kind of stopper with a white thread unscrewed & lifted up slightly. The light frequency felt very fine & came past the stopper into the space that was in me or I was in (not sure). It was pale green around the stopper, then pink coming in. I wondered what it was, then I was floating high up, looking through a small round porthole on the outside of a circular stone tower. The porthole was glass with a metallic brass surround. I was aware of myself looking in, but not of what I saw. I somehow snapped out of wherever I was before I was able to consciously register what was in the tower.

My 3rd eye felt quite active for a bit after this, then some time later felt very tired, so much so that I thought I'd have to end the treatment. Then I thought to direct white light at it and the tiredness lifted very quickly leaving me feeling very deeply still again. It was a very pleasant state I felt I could have stayed in for quite some time. I rested in this space for the rest of the treatment. At some point a downward wavelike flow washed through me very slowly 3 or 4 times, as wide as the column I was sitting in.

When I came back I felt very still & peaceful, but had a sense that something about understanding this pattern had eluded me, at least on a conscious level.